Thursday, February 2, 2012

Am I paranoid?

Yesterday at the end of my day, I had the weirdest feeling that I needed to get home. There was just a bad feeling I had, a sense of dread, and that something was wrong. The drive home seemed like forever. As soon as I walked in my place, I had this strange feeling that someone had been there. Being a little OCD, I have always been able to tell when things are out of place so I looked around and went from room to room even checking under things and the closets. Nothing out of place. I am not sure why I had that odd feeling, but it gave me anxiety most of the night and I didn't sleep well last night worrying about what it might be. There have been many times in my life when the spirit has prompted me to do things or has warned me of things, but I have never felt something like this. I was scared and wasn't even sure why. I am starting to wonder if I am just paranoid. There have been things that have happened that make me realize we aren't always safe from the harm of others or ourselves. Bad things happen everyday. It's part of life. I do feel better about things today, but I am still cautious. This whole experience got me thinking about how many of us have felt this way once in our life and have not been sure why. I remember a very vivid and disturbing dream I had about someone special in my life and it ended up being true and altering my life forever. Sometimes we receive promptings, have dreams that come true that we wish didn't, and get bad feelings that something just isn't right. One thing I have learned is that we need to follow these promptings even when we don't know why. How many of you have ever felt this way and thought you were just paranoid like me?

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